It's my fathers birthday today !! happy idk 50 suttin bday colombiano fatha!
muh cancer<3
today i couldve been at toad's place to see conor oberst but i thought to myself "it's dad's bday so if i go it would be rude" i sticked to my words and of course my dad was working on the huge ass 4th of july party at my house that he didnt want to really do anything else but work on it.
whatever. i iz gay

SO life still sucks fucking assfucks because i lost an amazing best friend, lost my dignity (well idk nah i didnt) I lost ANOTHER friend, got closer to a friend and got closer to another friend. SPEAKING OF THIS SHIT

I am trying to apply a position in the "TOYS R US" store that's gonna open in my shittown soon and well idk i hope i get it but i prob. wont. the day after i submitted my info my friend ben said he was applying there so if they accept me and him well obv. itll be one big fucking funfest. little tykes racing, robots roaming the floor, barbies that are right next to G.I. JOE, elmo hanging from the ceiling by a single string screaming how you want to touch him and be his "friend"
but if i could do all that i would do it in a heartbeat.
i'm applying basically anywhere. i need to get out of this fucking house.

AND i lost my prisma colors yep. im SO HAPPY ABOUT IT. >
i iz devastaytud. but i still accept drawing things for other people cuz as we all know i cant draw shit for myself idk maybe i can? maybe i cant? idk.

happy fourth of jewlee, tiggers.

~ Well i will always look like,
Chowda